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New TypeOUT - Secret

2011-01-09T04:43:00.005+08:00

Secret

Times have changed
This World has landed with no LOVE

Imagine your life with no LOVE
no one no longer love each other

Start this era with troubles
like there are no more FEELINGS

You pushed all the finest things
burning my WORLD to ashes

Listen to the dreams I once had before the flowers bloomed
But the distant voice, the fading of the pathetic voice

Watching my own reflection
Flows like the water with no SENSE

Nowhere did I IMAGINE
my only one LOVE, in your hands

Fell off the walking line
Turned the shattered HEART, into blinds

Staring blankly at the fallen angels with teary eyes
No strength to hold the hands, like I used to do with her LOVE

I have changed
I am who I am with no RULE

Live the world like no tomorrow
Start afresh without you from now on

no LOVE..
no RULE..
no TOMORROW...

Times have changed
This World has landed with no LOVE

Imagine your life with no LOVE
no one no longer love each other

Start this era with troubles
like there are no more FEELINGS

You pushed all the finest things
burning my WORLD to ashes

TSTC - Week 05

2010-11-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

TSTC - Week 04

2010-11-06T18:19:00.002+08:00

TSTC - Week 03

2010-10-31T13:05:00.002+08:00

TSTC - Week 02

2010-10-23T15:50:00.002+08:00

2010-10-17T18:27:00.002+08:00

HAHAHHA!!

2010-09-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

你听说过了吗？

我也没听说过咽~~

Well basically 2 big good news:
1. I've finally passed my IPPT, more importantly,
I jumped at a distance of 225 !!
Even I myself was surprised !! XDD

2. I actually able to complete the 16km Route March ~!!!

Ever since the enlistment Day, I thought I would be
the few of the % that will not pass the IPPT,
esp. my 2.4km
Yet I'm able to do form 0 -> 8 chin ups,
jump from 198 -> 225,
shut. run from 12+ -> at least 10.7,
sit-up from 33 -> 43,
2.4 from 17 -> 12.15 !!
though the result still sucks but I didn't expect to pass actually.

Next is the 16km Route March.
This is really SHAG !!
I was traumatized by the 12km March since the SIT Test.
I got a fever and almost fainted right at the destination
hence, didn't thought that I could complete it and even
seeing myself falling out at the 12km Stop-point.
Wanna thanks to many of my platoon mates who encouraged me
during the 3rd 4km. They gave me strength =)

However, I still fail my SOC..
It's sooooo damn difficult when I'm s afraid of height
and still have to push myself (Which I failed) to get
through the Jacob's Ladder aka Apex Ladder now.
Gonna realy push myself for the next(Last) Re-IPPT
& Re-SOC.

since you been gone...

2010-09-12T01:47:00.002+08:00

Yoz... It's been MONTHS since last update!
Previously, I was talking about how I've
stepped up to the next level of my life
-- end of poly, start of NS.

Left with 3 weeks before I got posted out
from Tekong and some Goodbyes to my platoon mates.
From BTP -> BMT,
I've never thought that I can tahan all the harsh
trainings
PS: I'm someone who can be soooooo lazy that I can
simply sit down and rot, taking bus for just a stop-distance
However, I've passed it ! XD (Y)
Found myself getting fitter, but shorter (don't ask me why)

I realised NS life wasn't really as bad as
what I've been expecting.
It's really, depend on how you look at it..
Staying happy, ignoring how people look at you
do help me to pass each and every single day
fast and easy.

Right now, my only challenge is the SOC.
I don't know how am I going to conquer my acrophobia,
always stuk at the balancing beam and Jacob's ladder.
Shit y'all !

Graduation

2010-05-17T16:07:00.005+08:00

HEY ! Finally and TOTALLY, leaving NYP
after suffering from 3 years of UPs & Downs..

Today had my Cert, I was imagine myself,
about how should I look while standing by the stage,
walking up the stage, walking towards the director,
and how t do a proper handshake with him.. Everything,
in a cool and pleasant manner.. However, the moment that
pretty lady asked me to stand still, relax,
and smile naturally, I felt a 1000 cocoons morphed in
butterflies immediately that I later on left with a
paper in my mind... IDK how I walked, IDK if I was smiling at
the Director and IDK if I look into the camera for the shoot..
arrghh oh GOD, there goes my "Once in a LIFETIME.." LOL

See this ?! haha probably not a big deal but to ME,
it means an Ending but a brand new Beginning ahead.
SHave ~~~ buuuzuzzzzzzzz LOL if u GUYS understand.

Anyway, I'm kind of being emotional thru'out the day..
I thought I was kind of "independent" that
"it's just my very first ONE graduation Ceremony of my life"
and I don't need my family to be here...

Then I saw my friends.. They all have friends or family
waving at them, taking their pictures or pictures of together
almost every moment.. It kind of struck me.
Then after the ceremony, I indeed have fun but I just
kind of hurt when I see every single family bond
or friends closely together and then,
when I look at my lefts and rights,
I'm all alone...
And then, when I see that I have groups of friends going out,
I didn't that the thick skin to ask if I can join nor
too low profile that I didn't want myself to be heard..
and I just smile and looking at them going away =)

I'm not blaming anyone here.. Just that
I realised I need to see my Mommy, Pappy and brothers
with me, standing in a row, side by side, with me holding onto
the cert, "CHEESE" and at least a family photo..and I have none.
But I glad I have friends =D

Maybe I'm just expecting more from my blissful Family,
which I shouldn't have to...

Once in a while Movie...

2010-05-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! Never would have thought that I'll be using this again..
but it's just too much thta I wanna talk about and I think FB (Facebook in case some pple wouldn't understand the abbreviation) wun allow me to post sth this long..
I think it would have stopped me at "sth this ..."

Anyway, for so long, I finally, once again stepped into a cinema and watched a movie.
Watched Ip Man 2 (still couldn't get over with the I.P. Man(as in man and woman that man), it was NICE! I like it very much! Although couldn't really sum up everything from part 1, I felt that part 2 is nicer.
PS: I didn't want to talk more about this cos' his wasn't the point that I'm updating, just trying to say that IP MAN 2 is nice, worth to watch =)

Then I had Guan to send me home with his beloved MotorBike !!! and it was my vvv first Motorbike Ride !!
KAREN, this is your favourite part !! Here I go~~
it was.. TERRIFIC !!!
It's been a vvv long time since I had this excitement, this rush..
It almost felt like a roller coaster ride but always on the ground.
I admit that I was afraid, especially when he turned and we have to bend like if u r not the rider, you will feel that u r going to turnover XD

And if u hhad a mic recorder on me, U would have heard me giggling and laughing alone at the back thru'out the journey, especially when he speed. It's hard to understand but firstly because, when u have a very strong wind resistance, your shirt tends to flip and air-packed and even flapping. && all these just made me feel the itch and being ticklish L.O.L !!
Then I don't know I'm too wweak or too light, I was blown away by the resistance hahaaha!! that many times I felt like almost have pull the metal handle out from his bike LoL.

That was totally AWESOME! like.. Fun yet dangerous, Amazing yet/and terrific in both ways! I wanna have another ride AGAIN!! AGAIN AGAIN *that teletubbies' stupid action*

And Oh yes! I was always in a car when on the highway, and only tonight, I realised that the highway smells great ! That flowery Scent totally surprised me and I felt so relax.. No idea about the flowers but definitely flowers' scent and that pleasant Jasmine scent along the Indian International School ! I didn't know about this until today =)

This is why I said I wanna another ride again at the end which Guan dun understand but NVM hahhas... at least I had one experience before none hahahaha

2010-04-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

YOZ! and yup with no DOUBTs.
I'm 20 2 days ago! Like finally, ARGH! LOL

"Had a High day and a strawberry Night"
perhaps wondering what it might mean..
Well, K-ed with the bitches at the Country Club
that looks.. ermm.. hmm.. yea
it was my highest K Session,
I was singing, shouting, rocking COOL!
From 2~7 pm

Later at night, met up with MI peeps
for a dinner @ Merchant Court
It was perfect!! Especially the strawberry facial mask LOL
Anyway, had a lot alot of "LIVE" Oysters
PS: not very sure why they didn't use "RAW" instead.

12th APRIL was a stunning day for me.
Thanks agaIn to everyone else,
thanks Rick for the dinner, and the cake,
the laughters from MI peeps,
the Pore Minimizer from the Bitches,
and the headphones from Yu Shan =)

and OH ! BFF!!! we are really BFF!
got the same (diff color) headphones as YOU!!

Ayumi Hamasaki - You were...

2009-12-10T13:28:00.004+08:00

I really love this song... It's beautiful and.. it just touches you and your thoughts i guess ? =]

The lovers I pass are walking shoulder to shoulder
I feel it's biting cold, because you are not here
I was shining, because I was in love
I was so carried away that I even forgot the seasons and needed nothing else but you

* I thought you were my last person
I wanted my love for you to be my last one
What on earth should I think of
All alone under such a vast night sky ?

I'm thinking again by whose side you are smiling now
I wonder how much time will pass until my suffering ends

** The thread of the dream you were talking about sometime
That line you always said
It's easier for me to forget them all, isn't it?
But I don’t want to forget a single one

The moment I'm surrounded by silence
I'm hit by the memories, too tender and warm

* (repeat)
** (repeat)

But I don’t want to forget a single one

2009-12-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

I guess I'm getting depressed again...:

I might have heard them
but I didn't realise them until now
I didn't pay attentively to the surrounding
They could have been working out all along
I could have seen, have heard them all along
but I didn't.

I was overjoyed.

Until moments ago,
I started hearing them.
It was meant to be happy,
but I realised Loneliness.

I felt sad.

Because I'm lonely,
I'm hearing what I've been missing out.
They are so bright, so kind,
but I was indulged in my own happiness.
Now when I start hearing them,
I started missing the happy times.
I finally appreciate the surrounding,
contradictory,
I'm missing on the times too.

I admit that I'm retarded,
people just watched me,
see me as a joke.

Perhaps I Am.

Officially announced: I'm sad.
Somehow I couldn't live on like others do.
I tried to ignore,

I'm just pretending.

How exactly, do you mean
by letting it go completely ?
Cause I just felt that I'm pretending
to have moved on instead.
(Because sometimes I'm still thinking about it)

OffICiALLy AnnoUnced

Adam Lambert Billboard Interview

2009-11-22T16:22:00.001+08:00

featuring Time for Miracles and views on his first debut album after Idol

2009-11-03T20:20:00.001+08:00

Unapologise

the apologies I made were all for my nuisance, but the apologies you made, were all for sincerity;
Yet I didn't see and only to see it and understand you now when i read back all the smses on my way home today...

You once told me that you would want to understand me only If I give you the chance..but I obscure your chance of understanding me and that is so, that I'm able to understand your difficulties then when you had me as a friend and from that, I understood that I need to grow up and stop wadever i've done to you and stop continue doing it...

As I am still thinking about it ever since I marked my words, I keep wondering when will I embark on my very first step on the stairway to "moved on" ... but I didn't understand what exactly "moved on" is, even up till now...Trust me, I didn't want things to end unresolved, but I guess it's the guilt that keeps reminding me about something that I've definitely done wrong.. so I couldn't let time pass to allow me to forget or at least, fade off part of my memory which you probably did.

Honestly, I may appear alright to the people around me right now. But I know no matter how I pretend, great friends of mine would tell me that I look very different. So much dreadful. I can't fight back for that. I'm sure you can't lie when people just hit rght on the bull's eye. But part of it because I just want to try moving on and I didn't know what is right or wrong. And probably all along I'm on the wrong track..

I don't know your mind anymore or perhaps I never did. And I'm all out of your questions, maybe, maybe.. Maybe you didn't want to concern but I'm just feeling that you are. And contradicting to myself, it's all just my wishful thinking. But I really HOPE that I'm right... but again, I know it's impossible..

I guess I'll be back to the times where I will have to runaway and hide, as much as like you are trying to find a shadow in a dark room. Perhaps that's the consequence that I'll have to bear. Hiding and running away will be the only thing that I can do for you. Clearly I know what I'm doing, but you wouldn't and thus, you wouldn't think of me and hurt you enough. There are things that I can't control, and because I care, that's why I... I endure whatever that's right ahead, calling you bad when I'm the bad guy. Endure what's going to happen after that...

Only to make you hurt me, you will leave being unhurt.

But never did I realise that the 'hurt' could be doubly painful. I asked you to stop being so close, you wouldn't. So I hurt myself hurting you and only when you hurt me back, I would then let my heart die and you wouldn't care. & I strongly believe that time would heal everything, but in the end it only applys to people like you and not me...

I apologise for my birthday this year.. I just want you to give up on me, or rather me giving up on you...
I wish you Happy Birthday here in advance first... =)

2009-10-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

Apenado

you stood at an untouchable distant
feeling the tranquility of a decent recent
in the autumn fall

sometimes you think you are strong
or because of the world that is spinning round never stop
facts that never false

now that we have come to this far
all I want is so I wouldn't care much
but whenever I think of you, I would say that
all I want is a "GOD BLESS YOU"

I'm sorry for you
I'm sorry for then
I'm sorry for the things that I used to make
the hard feelings falling down deep
inside me
I'm sorry for them
I'm sorry for damn
I'm sorry for all the while these stupid ways
that I thought
we could be

it is sad
that you existed for a special someone
words like honey for that special someone

even when the flakes fall
I still remember the way how I bloomed
forever ever

I see the future of the reality
and I know that I have to leave
you know the words I have ever hurt

I'm sorry for love
I'm sorry for hate
I'm sorry for the feelings that I had
those hard feelings sleeping deep within
inside me
Sorry, I'm sorry for friends
Sorry, I'm sorry for bands
I'm sorry for all the while with those stupid ways
that I thought
it's over

what is love ?
what is hate ?

I'm sorry for you
I'm sorry for then
I'm sorry for the things that I used to make
the hard feelings falling down deep
inside me
I'm sorry for them
I'm sorry for damn
I'm sorry for all the while these stupid ways
that I thought
we could be

Gracias

you stood at an untouchable distant
like the beauty of a glowing horizon
giving away a smile

when the special night is about to fall
you were just like the rain that suddenly pours
spilling the cold
over the field of my body

I heard, like this voice
I feet, like this love
where are you because I just want you
want you to hear it, see it and know it
I hear, like this voice
I feel, like this love
go with the rhythm and with the wind
watching that smile on me when you have your that smile on you

you existed for a special someone
with words like honey for that special someone
cute isn't it ?

when the truth is just right before us
I felt that the reality is still way too far
you protected it
the distance that I will never make it

I walked, a little bit closer
I tried, believe a little
there's a shaky voice of mine that I
want you to hear it, see it and feel it
I walk, a little bit closer
I try, believe a little more in me
it's a word that I want to say it
because we both know clearly about how we feel for each another

it was all my decision
that it's time to be a perfect adult
even though things can never be perfect
but because of the imperfections
that became a part of me
I am truly grateful just to you

and I heard, like this voice
I feet, like this love
where are you because I just want you
want you to hear it, see it and know it
I hear, like this voice
I feel, like this love
go with the rhythm and with the wind
watching that smile on me when you have your that smile on you

2009-09-26T07:23:00.004+08:00

MEssage #67

The blog has been updated with new layout and title. In addition, there's a new player with new songs !!! What's more amazing is that, I'm sharing out the playlist that you guys are listening to right now!! And of course, those with internet download manager, u always have the piority, yet I'm talking to those who don't have. The songs listed in my player are located in the "LINKS" with downloadable links and small descriptions for each individual songs !!!'

GREAT ISN'T IT ?? HAHAHAs

2009-08-07T02:00:00.002+08:00

MEssage #66

I know guys that it has been a long time
since thw last update.

Sadly and disappointed, this current post
is yet, not another post about my life.
But instead, it's meant for everyone, anyone.
It's just something I want to speak about
after going through many things
that I once in love with and the ones
I used to detested with.

I used to think that "avoid" is a
good word for us to end certain things well.
However, the fact is "NO!"
Not only does it end things, it's making
it worse too.
Just more ... and more misunderstandings.
Nothing seems to be inexplicable.
If you have a chance to explain anything
that you have in mind, make it quick.
Do not let an instant thought of being alone,
getting beaten to stop you, and to be lazy
to explain what you have to.
Because I know, there will be no more chance.

Many people enjoy telling someones who are
in doubt, in dull about moving on.
It's not wrong, neither it's right.
Not wrong for the one to console as he knows
it would be the way in the end.
But wrong for the one receiving advice
because he simply can't put it down and
forget like emptying the RECYCLE BIN.

For those who know and who tried to make efforts,
I'm supposed it's time for you to realise
how far that these efforts have brought you to,
isn't it ?
Have we really made a step ahead?
Have we create a road ahead?
Or we are just thinking to have a way ahead?
Some could have been onto the next stage,
feeling free while some are just one of the choices
above mentioned.

Asking why? what's the purpose for this message ?
I don't know.
I believe what I've mentioned are things that
all of us will have to face one day.
I'm one of the someones who think to have a road ahead,
but in fact, there isn't.
I'm assure of that.
But I'm not moving on.
I've made efforts.. but are they for real?
Or they are just rubbish to others but treasure to me ?
I wanted to give up.
But I kept on giving it's subsequent excuses to stop myself.
fighting against it.
Getting tired and I'm still where I am.
We all clearly see these tings happening to ourselves...
But we didn't intend to lay a helping hand to ourselves...
you could say that we are just carrying a "hopeless hope"

To everyone, do not regret in doing anything.
Always think before you act.
If things weren't in your way as always,
do not give up because this is life.
We always end up in a place we don't want to.
This is the challenge that we have to face for life.

Speak a word if necessary,
say a "thank" if necessary,
apologise if necessary,
explain well if necessary.

Fear not of the result,
but fear of yourself for not bringing up.

Cry not for the answer,
but cry for not giving yourself a chance.

Sad not just for that someone,
but sad for not understanding that someone.

It's just all about ourselves,
step back to stop hurting, and
another step back to see what's hurting before us.
Prevent it if possible or at least,
minimise the pain to receive.

Just all along, we are sad because we hate ourselves
and we, finally know that we are just deeply,
utterly disappointed with ourselves and not
the ones whom we've hurt or to hurt us...

2009-06-28T03:55:00.001+08:00

IMAGINE

I don't know how did I manage to come this far
just one time I asked myself "what have I done?"
day by day and to days
that I can't forget I have travelled far
can't forget

the flowers withered
revealing my weakness
it is a lie
but yet another lie when I cried

smile to the sky I did
your face floated among the clouds
cry to the sky I did
your face kept in my heart

"is it hard to walk on my own?" I asked
or a distance of contravention that I crossed
but deep down in the heart it wasn't all alone
just you that I remember
I remember

when green grows again
I felt like I am reborned
it is a lie
but the truth is when I cried

when the wind blew gently
I smiled softly at you
when the wind blew gustily
I cried sadly behind you

the flowers withered
revealing my weakness
it is a lie
but yet another lie when I cried

smile to the sky I did
your face floated among the clouds
cry to the sky I did
your face kept in my heart

when the wind blew gently
I smiled softly at you
when the wind blew gustily
I cried sadly behind you

2009-05-17T18:13:00.002+08:00

HARLO~!!!

not so fast for the updates because,
tons and tons of pictures coming up..

They have to be edited before posting,
else the colours were like *rolling my eyes*
just because all were from my HP '~'

stay tuned.

2009-03-28T00:40:00.004+08:00

This is the 65th post...
I wanted to make it a hundred but..
I guess this might be my last though...
It's gonna be a long long post..
You might just wanna search for your name
by pressing ctrl+f and read your own paragraph;
here i go:

To my family:
Boo Weng Kim

PAppi!!!! You believe I've cried for you before?
Probably not, you never take notice of me before..
First time is when I'm drunk and I cried right
before my friends, then the second in front of HIM,
3rd in front of you when you are hospitalised. How sia..
Your youngest son is so weak, keep crying, forever..
It's been really hard for you,
and now that you are sick,
I'm still fooling around,
being spendthrift..
Please forgive me this unfilial child.
Now I'm returning you a favour,
I'm returning to where I came from,
in exchanged for a good and healthy life for you,
I promised I won't be bad anymore,
Promise me that you'll be alright with Mommy till the end
of the road, okay ^^ ?
I will always love you,
as much as I do for Mommy..

Soh Ah Hoy:

Opps mommy, don't scold me for revealing your name online.
I wanna apologised for the bad attitude towards you recently,
or maybe for years.. that I've been a spoiled kid...
FORGIVE ME PUUUULLLLEEEEEAAASSSSSSE~?
I should have listened to you,
and nothing would have happened today...
If there's a chance to go back,
I would love those naggings instead..
I shouldn't have made you cry that time,
it just a small matter and I just made a havoc out of it.
Silly and ridiculous right?
I know you did know I'm having bad mood these few weeks,
and all I can do is to blame you for
not understanding me... but in fact,
I should be the one being understanding...
to understand how hard are you in those situations then..
You are the mostr beautiful and kindest woman in my life okay !
many a time I hugged you,
straight away you understand I've been bullied
or in a very bad mood. And everytime I would secretly
leave a tear on your shoulder and tell you that I'm alright,
just feeling like a baby... But you know I'm not..
That's so touched Mom,
I'm so happy..
But everytime, in the end,
I've disappointed you..

Love you always...

Boo Jian Hai:

Harlo brother~ never thought that I'll be talking about you ?
HAHA, you are always so generous,
you won't complain even if I used your stuff
without permission...
You'll always smile smile and tell me to ask for it
the next time...
You're funny too, never fail to make me laugh with your jokes...
though sometimes you're bullied by me,
but at least you gave me such fun...
I'm happy enough already...
If only I'm half as filial,
as generous and as good as you...
JIA YOU in your studies !!

Boo Jian Nan:

Yo! PIG! =X sorry..
but I guess you would be squeezing your fats and show me
that you r indeed fat and would question about
the problems of being fat...

You're also another funny brother I have...
I'm your fans HOR!!
You always imitate alot of people that never fail
to make me laugh like hell..

But recently you are away for NS,
the room has quieten down by a lot..
I can't be talking to myself then...
Eh white chicken,
take care bro?
got asthma hor, dun anyhow breathein dust ! >=/
no grapes okay !

To my Friends:

YEO XIN YI !

hahaha, BAF - BEST AUNTY FOREVER!
the only one that's willing to aunty with me since sec 2.
I shortcut ar...
Things we did tgt:
- laugh loudly
- whisper softly but still got caught
- form cheers tgt
- talk loudly
- otp
- scold randomly
- being funny
- being random
- suka-suka
- copying
- grades' style(you should noe, about Humanities)
- studying style
- complaining style
- telepathy etc.

This aunty here, never fail to make me laugh when I'm crying,
never fail to smile, when I'm sad.
Never fail to console when I asked her to.
Just a perfect BAF can~
She can just know what you are up to
or going to say even when you have not done anything yet.
Like ridiculous laa...Are we so alike in thoughts too ?
Go search for your 'M' huh~ hahas.
I'll be watching ~

Ong Xian Qiang:

Last time used to be otp with this guy everyday,
from day till night hahas like wth can~
and I still remember laa,
I used to suan him, scold him just randomly,
absolutely for nothing laa... but he just wouldn't mind,
why ar? i still dunno...

But it just stopped when u... um-erm,
some bad memories, so won't be reminding you,
BUT! JUST TODAY!!
This guy here surprised me a lot!
I was sad and about to cry,
but he said something that makes my tears roll non-stop can!
not because of sad, because of touching bah!
Like, just suddenly, I think I'm so bad laa,
that didn't realised your presence for a period of time,
and after that, which is today, you are like WOW!
Really surprised me sia!
But sorry pal~ and thanks bah... for the effort, DIST for you !
Don't work so hard bah,
take care DUDE okay~ and stop fucking around as if it's pleasant >=/

SU WAN YING:

PLJJ~~ stop sleeping late and waking up later hor!
will grow older and paler = cheena-er = no good!
sorry arh, cannot have steamboat =(
and hor! haha I STILL REMEMBER OF THAT FLOWER INCIDENT CAN!
so diu lian and you're still laughing lo~
and another hor! I still haven't really take a look at how AH Ben looks like!
Only got that small small picture... hahas

Lin Shu Zhen:

hmm...not very close bah...
but at least there're times that we discussed about my HER,
lols.

And you know what? I dreamt about you days ago,
like random can hahas...
Somemore is about something that is more likely
to be come out from YXY laa.. hahas
Aiya, don't really know muc about your life too,
just take care alright ?

Sanwan Nor Bin Hamzah:

He is a very good friend.
I personally recommend if you need someone to confide to.
He really able to understand certain inexplicable stuff.
He's funny too...Just abit selective i guess ?
But just recently, abit disappointed...
Probably because he knows about the truth too,
can't be blamed...
not even a reply then...
and won't even entertain eve if there's a name
maybe yea... that's why...

Chua Zhi Hao, Maximiliam

HEEHEE ^^ THanks for the B'day present!
You are the Earliest this year ^^
ahah CYT-looking toy... hahahs..
Anyway, this guy here, erm
can consider him as my drinking partner bah..
Everytime, if there's a need to drink,
he'll definitely be the first on my list
hahas... Because, he knows how to take care of you
after that and also because he's seen everything about me -.-
ANGRY! hmph!
anyway, he's damn straight forward!
I admit, sometimes I don't really like it
but if you really did think properly,
he's just attacking your problem directly... Like a sting.
It's really up to you on how you look at him bahs... hahas
^u^

ReuBEN Chin:

HAHA... this guy here... erm...
funny ? deliberately ? wadever...
HE is really just wad he is...
But he's different when he's serious...
Somehow, he managed to talk through me
to do some things and mind you,
he don't sounds like he's forcing you.

But the funnist joke from him is:
haiss.. I'm just a kid,
Don't understand you adults' prob.
But inactual, he's a year older can !

Lee Chun Yuan:

erm...quiet but not very...
slacker but hardworking (?)
GP-side's god
cn't really tolerate his programming skills
SHEN~!
He's funny actually, just that I managed to know that
not very recent, but not too long ago.
Just find him quite ridiculously lame and funny hahas
Didn't thought that he's liddat...

PS: But anyway, wanna thanks Max, CY and reuBEN for tonight...
thank you =)

Tan Si Xuan:

Lao Po~~~~ Have not been meeting you for
a very very very long time~
How are you...Everybody's big sis! hahas
but not for me =X
Cos she's my dear dear~
She's also someone good that whom you may talk to.
Not just being a good listener,
but also someone who is good at comforting and giving
purely just solutions! =) A+ for you !
Not DIST bcos you didn't meet my needs as a wife =X
Just know that I care for you too de okay ?
Invite me to your house again will ya?
And you'll teach me piano romantically~~~
LURBE YOU DEEP DIP !

Zhang XIAO Huili

HeyheyHEY!Didn't meet you for a long time too...
But at least communicate thru' MSN...
How's life ?
And till now I'm still wondering what you trying to tell me the other day on msn...
But it doesn't matter now anymore...=)
no matter where you end up with,
I will always be with you.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!
ABCD..

I won't have to say anything BECAUSE
I STRONGLY BELIEVE THAT such friendship inbetween the
5 of us is inexplicable.
I just wanna say I LURBVE you all till I DIE DIE LEH!
THANK'yu YOU'all hor! since K1.. hahas
COOLMAN!..ESPECIALLY CHARLIE, who walks with me since K1,
Dorry since P2, Cheng since P3(PS: Maybe should credit that Bun too) and Piang at P5.
Simply just can't fill in anymore love in you guys,
else it'll be overflowing and my love will be shared with
other strangers.
ESPECIALLY someone in this group.
I will lurbe you forever ...

Finally, to that special SOMEONE.
If only you have come to read till this point,
or even be visiting here again,
I've already said what I wanted to
in those smses...
Do you still remember that "You GOT M.E. ?"
I don't, I didn't manage to, Cos I am then the LoNeR.

Do take time to get to there...
every words in there are important to me..
GOODBYE forever...

2009-03-24T18:53:00.011+08:00

Here I am to blog in this forgotten blog ^^
Recently have been blogging in somewhere else,
another long forgotten blog too..

Anyway,
for Fans like me:

Ayumi Hamasaki Official Website

New Album:

NEXT LEVEL, 03.25.2009

PV:

Days

GREEN

Rule

Sparkle

NEXT LEVEL

Curtain Call

2008-11-18T01:59:00.004+08:00

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Proudly brought to you SanWan Nor's Production.

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2008-11-06T00:51:00.001+08:00

2008-09-15T20:18:00.005+08:00

Mirrorcle World

Did I imagine this kind of future?

Did you imagine this kind of future?

Did I wish for this kind of future?

Did you wish for this kind of future?

They ask me "The beginning or the end?"

"Did you give up Or are you holding on?"

"Are you shrugging off Or in despair?"

You tell me Just to go forward

Am I able to handle this kind of era?

Are you able to handle this kind of era?

Should I leave my body, or remain trapped inside it?

Should I pretend I can see it, or is it just not there anyway?

Should I fight, or raise the white flag?

I'm not going to run away like a victim

In this world, we have to slow down because we don't know everything

That way, we can continue down a cleared path

Yeah....

Wow wow wow wow

Yeah....

Wow Wow Wow

They ask me "The beginning or the end?"

"Did you give up Or are you holding on?"

"Are you shrugging off Or in despair?"

You tell me Just to go forward

Is it because I've become strong

That I can be without tears

Or ... ?

2008-09-13T09:05:00.000+08:00

='))

2008-08-31T21:52:00.001+08:00

2008-08-13T01:06:00.002+08:00

2008-07-20T21:31:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo everyone~ ^^

people out there;
how's life ?

mine has been a sucky one.
Life is really turning boring to me.
what else can I do ... ?

Back to those typical blogger's job bahs...:

Went to work today...tagging along with everyone ?
Or have I missed out the rest of them .. ?
The "number" that always display to me
at the atm is decreasing day after day.
What am I doing & working for... ?
Soon after, that amount is going to be
"0" again after .... for .... =X.
It's a secret then..

Rain tempted me to sign up another
Neopets account !!!
Mind you! It's not lame at all!
It's definitely fun!

Of course you wouldn't understand,
(P.S. II: You don't even have flu in the first place)
for when will you feel bored when you are at home
or outside during weekends ?

yeapp, I'm outside working. But it's the worst
when you are in the shop, and it's absolutely empty,
absolutely nothing to do.
This is when, Neopets come into the scene
and pull you out from that well.
You could even cheer alone out of a sudden!

I have a cute JubJub species pet by the name of
siXXXXXX. That makes it even cuter and I could bully it
by not feeding it, let it live at the dying state;
HAHAHAHAHAHAWHAWHAWHAWHAW *evil laughs*

And Then, something happened. Should I not feel anything
afterall? Or it's a split second of the impact that came from the shock?
Or I'm still trapped in that web .. ?
It was so sudden that I may have looked fake
but it's real that I couldn't breathe for
a minute. I could smile as usual for another minute.
I could not sit still for another minute.
All sum up to 2 words: SIAN ARGH!

2 more hours and it's going to be a start of a new week.
Monday, no school yet staying at home waiting for assignment.
Gib me a break will ya ?
I wanna go out !
Long time nva take pictures with dong gan
&
ABCD already !!!!
What's the use for camera?!
It's been invented for us okay?!

my blog is dying n stuffy with words nia!!
what's wrong sia!?!

BooBoo signed off with depression for today...

2008-06-30T00:42:00.002+08:00

What on Earth that is happening ?!!
2 bottles of vodkas and I'm still
fully awake blogging now.

I can't get drunk anymore??!!
I want to get drunk again~
I want to sleep!
I want to forget everything!
I want no school!
I want no tomorrow!

Only if time is controllable within my hands.
Only if I' drunk forever..
no more mask.. then.

P.S. II

2008-06-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! Blogged 3x a day!
First time doing it man!

It is really a "a.m. to p.m. then to a.m." thing sia.
and yes! Those blabberings happened
truly from midnight till morning and to now.

Simply vent my anger in the store and bossed
around in the shop today.
You might think that I'm so BB.
But yes! That's me!
Only I can, but not others.

I've lots to tell, to say and to narrate.
Skipped a lot of things in this simply
pathetic blog. I shall say it now:

I was once a blondie. A fake one of course.
It seems like a 6 months ago thing.
But it was just a month ago.
Perhaps too many things had happened
which makes it too real to be true ?

Until recently, I then realized, or should
say I really like my eyes! (HAHAHA) ~>

Isn't it ?
Yes~ I've been complaining too much nowadays.
Sorry if I have annoyed anyone.
(I still like my colleagues~~~)

A month ago, knocked off from work, together with
MeiMei. Went to little India and made a fool of
ourselves. We shop around in that Tekka Mall,
bought a lighter for my brother:
HE doesn't smoke! He only collects them!!

We also barged into the handicapped toilet
at the MRT station. Yup! 1 boy 1 girl went in together.
We wanna take pictures you see?
But there's this guy who is so irritating!
He kept knocking at the door where the gents
was just beside the handicapped's !
We were so malu man. Cos' everyone was looking
at us, 2 person coming out form the handicapped:

PS: Look at how retarded she is !! O>,< p
PS II: That last picture was just a joke. This group of Ah Nehs
just abandoned it and captured it in case it explodes.

Found this picture lying around in my HDD:

This is so funny ! Taken by the MB in the shop and I totally blends into the pic!

Then it was a drastic change that I dyed black:

PS: But somehow I like it ^~^

Carried this hair to school for a few days:
had naked fish angrily with the other 2:-

CHOCO FONDUE !!!

Oreo Drink !!!! !!! >< !!!

Brought this hair along to have very early breakfast with Dong Gan!
It was around 6 a.m. then, super tiring !! HAHAHA~:

PS: shirt is way too small !!!

Taken at City Hall

& there was this one time, we made a bet.
She dared me to bring Xiao Bai to school and
someone else must say that it's cute !
yup! I WIN!!
But I'm so shock that that someone else said that it's cute & nice to hug.
And because of this I saw a naive, innocent kid & I'm so surprised! :

PS: I wanna stress something! Not him but my Xiao Bai~
poor thing~ like suffocating~

Xiao Bai went to school~~

Went to eat Anderson Ice Cream W Xian, XY, Wen yi.

MAX, u got it ?

Few days later, cut my hair...
I supposed it's nice ?:

Hope that it wasn't a drastic change~
took many pictures with MeiMei
using my apple and MI's apple ='):

HAHAHAHA!!! Oldies~

HEHEX =P

JAMES' BIRTHDAY
Happy Birthday James~

Then, Si Xuan took these pictures for me,
she said that it's nice wor =X:

it was looked so much different then!

guess I shall stop here...really tired! working tomorrow.

2008-06-19T15:34:00.003+08:00

yeah yeah yeah.
anything, any wish, anyhow.

just getting irritated.
just discussed and we just wanna cheer you up.
another fine morning yet ended up like this.
just another "good deed" of mine.
should have realised then.
should not have then.

like what the hell laa !
just avoid, cos' i think its the best way!
hai! yes de. I can do it !
Smile =)

2008-06-19T02:25:00.002+08:00

Yeah~ changed the skin again.
I like it very much !! (>.^) b

Misunderstandings...
despite of it, it is still immune towards feeling.
how?
I'm speechless yet feeling nothing.

ARGH!! I am tied down by work and project.
Tiring ~~~~

2008-06-16T17:08:00.002+08:00

siansation !!!
currently in MI, no customer; no mood.
wearing this horse-liked BEAR shirt.
so stupid to mistook it as MI's uni.

Mood-less argghhh!!!!
TMD! >=(
bad bad badbadbadd day
TMD again.

2008-06-08T01:00:00.003+08:00

Oh my God! I am blogging again !!
(HAHA)

Have been figuring what it means
by saying "I'm tagged to do something"
and BY NOW I have figured it out already.

Here you go~ (^ ,^)b

1. Have you ever loved someone?
Ans: Duhh~

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or Gf?
Ans: Friends

3. Who are the people you trust most?
Ans: Friends above 5 years

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Ans: Only at certain issues...

5. Are you missing someone now?
Ans: At every seconds

6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
Ans: No. Cos' I was cheated for many rains

7. What is your goal for this year?
Ans: To get to Third year

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Ans: Yes.

9. What feeling do you love most?
Ans: When I'm protected.

10.What are the requirements you wish from your other half?
Ans: able to stand my unreasonable, my temper and to understand me

11. List the best moments in your life.
Ans: When my familly sits in a circle

12. What do you hate most?
Ans: Alone + disgusting freaks

13. Between Love & Money.
Ans: Love

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Ans: Accompanion

15. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Ans: You know it delaa.

16. Describe the person who tagged you using 5 words.
Ans: monkey, baboom, chimpanzee, orang-utan, Bog FOOT =X

17. What have you done to please yourself?
Ans: shopping

18. If you have one wish right now, what would you wish for?
Ans: To reborn to myself again

19. What do you want most for your birthday?
Ans: haha! Materialistic-wise: lots sia..
Sincerity-wise: a card or a soft toy cat to accopany Xiao Bai

20. What are the saddest moments in your life?
Ans: When I'm pai chiied

Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D

People tagged to do this quiz:
Cheng Yee
Charlie
Dorry
Bing Yang
Xin Yi
Shu Zhen
LOHLOH XD
Sanwan

This could be lame and even lamer
to whom I tagged to..
Do it as I've nothing to do.

Holidays(2 weeks) is here. Please! Xian or whoever,
enlighten me with things to do.
I don't wanna pass these days with
the "everyday schedule."
Do some excitement for the sake of me please~~~~
(^ O^) HOHOHO~
Do this ppl. it's fun :D

Yuppu. Not many pictures taken these few days..
Stress is the word I want to emphasize.
Too bad and sad that I couldn't picture STRESS.
I must be crazy to actually ( _0.0_ ) in front of
XXX XX. But I wanted to talk...
But I couldn't speak out...
Showing the weaker side of me just for nothing.
Guess only the other XXX XX knows what happened.
I'm disappointed but it's over.
But I'm still angry...
That's why I want to do something new
for these two weeks...OKAY ? rofl~

I shall not rain
I shall not show

I will stand up
I will be brave

no more relying
no more words
no more CXXXXX

I want to thank XXX XX for being there for me
and (my Surname) to XXX XX. wad a friend~ (rolling my eyes)

Shall not really forgive but I should be
forgiving only if you help me to carry
my XXXXXX and no more EMO for me. HAHAHA!! (^o ^)V

I have work tomorrow. I am looking forward to Monday.
i shall take a break from there too.

2008-06-03T23:12:00.003+08:00

yupp !
you would have seen that harsh entry.
don't bother to find.
I've deleted it away.
It doesn't that it would be a misunderstanding.
Cos' I'm watching.
Cos' I'm observing.

Even now, things may have been trashed.
But I would still see.
I am scared.
But it would be alright when I have you guys.
We are scared.
Nevertheless, it is something that I can't escape.
I'm so angry for just such a thing.
A small thing.
But it's something that would affect me greatly,
I supposed.

I missed myself.
I missed the old me.
I missed the old times.

I might be happy for the day.
It doesn't mean I would stay happy.
Not everything would be on the face, isn't it ?
Just a little more time.
Just give me more time.
I will pass it on.
I will get around with it.
I will smile then.
I will be happy as always.

talkin' 2 myself then...

2008-05-09T10:13:00.002+08:00

you slashed me hard with a word
left a mark in my heart
leaving me in no circumstance

you made a tear for me
a tear that would not dry
not even a century long

I will remember
but I will forget

2008-05-02T10:47:00.003+08:00

for you

some misc. GIFS some time ago:

2008-04-23T05:04:00.002+08:00

A message:

I'll be updating my blog soon..
But so soon, perhaps next week.
My schedule for this week is tight, real tight.
I can't breathe X(

I've been thinking through...
Should I stop working ?
Or.. Should I not give up ?

I am quite angry for today.
I've waited, alone for hours in school
and ends up realised that the lesson has been canceled.
In addition, the lesson has been changed from now and then.
I think that it's irresponsible for the organiser
to actually convey this piece of news as a message.

For whoever, the organiser is, this has stopped me from working on Thursday.
Hopefully, I could explain this well to my BOSS and
anyway, I need a day off to do my project which is due on MONDAY uu(_ _)uu
lying dead~

2008-04-06T02:13:00.002+08:00

2008-02-24T12:40:00.002+08:00

changes a new skin Y(^- ^)Y

anyway, Mirror has an extended version.
<> is it.
It has a PV too.
Hence it is possible to be in the new single.

Don'treally have anything to blog about.
However, shall blabber alittle to keep it long.

This year's Valentine's Day.
BORING ね?

"俺は望みキットと一緒に次のバレンタインデーを過ごす"

Has been doing projects these few days.
It has made me giddy and to nauseous :'((
any new "Interesting" things going to happen?
Hoped that I can see the future and to skip,
yet at the same time, travel back in the time.

Went to Sakura on Friday.
Saw a group of "HILLY" students.
One of them looks, and it's very alike to
Ms Lee, Lee Lilian.
However, some of her dressing doesn't looks like her.

Another piece of good news:
Temporary gotten a job.
Supposed to accompany someone but somehow
maynot be able to...

Looking forward to next Saturday ;P
wait for me then... ja mata ^^P

2008-02-19T23:02:00.002+08:00

New Year DAY 2

Pathetic! rotting at home.
Psychotic! sad that my cousin is afraid of me(?)
Panicked! Eldest Uncle visit! Afraid of the preaching !

3Ps on Day 2 C|;-P

New Year DAY 3

went out with Cheng
and on the train,
we made a nuisance out of
ourselves:

no one takes refelction from this glass(?)

rude image 1: zzZZ

rude image 2: sigh~

rude image 3: sigh ~II~
and then, went to Bugis Junction.
As recommended, went to sweet talk(Basement)
and intend to buy Bubble Tea but,
bought Strawberry Tango in the end.
Cheng bought Mango Tango.
And I regretted! -- $4.20 for a cup ?!:

my $4.20 :(

tempting right? OF COURSE! $4.20 !

$3.80 ; $4.20.Both oso Tango, why is mango cheaper by 40¢ ?>:(

my first sip of 10¢

my first bite of 30¢

Perspective angle: -. -. . . -. -

Taken by Cheng

upclose
we had a hard time finding a place
just to settle down to drink n take
those pictures :((

& we went to the arcade, played
Silent Hill again.
& again, we died at the bunnies
amusement park. STANDARD SIA:

the colour is so...neon(?)

then, she came out with a funny idea --
going to MS to take pictures with the
wall painting (eh~?):

I Love *YOU*

Right beside that "lady" was a painting
of a thief and a girl.
Simply showing that the lady is running
away from that thief.:

The Thief; Cheng has the girl's picture

SNATCH THIEVES! SNATCH the THIEVES

Cheng wanted to take reflection:

So I took this on the spot & showed her;
"a reflection from the lift's button"

we actually up & down in the lift to take this pic;
she has the same picture but is from her camera angle :))

my Reflection

Went up to Esplanade Roof Top and slack:

my Telephone Booth

She and the man at the back were acting retarded laa

From bottom

She took something I took her. ;-))

From top

In a dark city...

explains why I see no cab in BBatok

heeeeeeezzzz...

She blocked me...
nvm, I did block her back and ends up in the same posture

dammit.
looking retarded ;-D

my YEA~

her YEA~

my foot seems huge 0.0

"去~"

went to the food centre,
I intended to have a heavy meal,
and she just wanted a bite,
but in the end,
we all ended up hvg heavy meal.
I still have to clear her leftover.
anw, here's a pic of our table
when we reached:
(o yes! food centre referring to the
"kopitiam" right beside that whole string
of cabs)

what a mess can ??

New Year DAY 4

went to Xin yi 's hse,
together with SZ and XQ
to have steamboat =))

2008-02-14T04:40:00.002+08:00

CONFESSION

that day
one day
with that pitiful face
you came to look for me
and whispered something
similar to my thought

together
our hands together
woke ourselves up with the clap
we broke through the door
then walked a step back
yet looking back
that is what I called "sad"

we talked with no sense
you could call it humourous
but I called it as nauseous
I wanted to leave
but I couldn't leave
I got a choice
but it's a "no other way"
so please leave

together
our minds together
deep inside we called out to each other
with our back facing each other
we cried
all these seemed to be a lie

We have been telling lies
you could accept them
but I threw them aside
I wanted to stay
but I couldn't stay
I wanted to say
but "love you" is what I couldn't swear
so please leave

we talked with no sense
you could call it humourous
but I called it as nauseous
I wanted to leave
but I couldn't leave
I got a choice
but it's a "no other way"

I have been telling lies
you could accept them
but I kept them inside
I wanted to stay
but I couldn't stay
I wanted to say "love you"
is the only thing I could say
so please leave

but please stay for now ..

2008-02-09T03:27:00.001+08:00

.

wishing everyone a Happy Lunar New Year !!
Did a haircut on Monday --
a new look for the event !

and then life goes on,
just like any other day,
in school.

New Year EVE

SECRET !!

legally blond? (or not?):

dyed my hair w the help of my 2nd brother.
P/S: I helped him too, he chose cherry mud =)

New Year DAY 1

woke up earlier than anyone from my family.
not because of any excitement, but to
prepare n to buy something.
here is the story:

went out alone first to get something.
& then, waited for my family at the bus stop
for a very long time; happened to notice
a lot of weird things -- isn't it Day 1 ?
How come so many Chinese not going around
to visit their relatives and instead,
walk with their dogs, morning jog, to watson,
to the malay's market ?

Took a few random pictures while waiting for them:

a bottle of distilled water
P/S: still can't get used to that chemical taste :((

I just love my shoes

something important if you are borned in the BOO FAMILY !

we went to eldest aunt's house to meet
all my Mommy's side relatives.
Okay, I'm not closed to anyone :)

P/S: aren't they are cute ?

A mother cat with 6 small just borned kittens
were found in a box just right outside my
Aunt's house !! So much wanted to bring home laa~~~

remember this :

?
This can came to my rescue as our next destination
is to my Grandfather's house
(my friends would have know why)
& here's is a comparison: before & after.
O yes, all the credits should go to my 2nd brother,
give around of applause for him XD:

Before:

After:

from a totally blonded head to a
"base-gold-with-black-highlights" head :)

& then, few random pictures taken while
waiting for bus service 106 :) :

I just looked like my Mommy, don't I ?

okay, this is what happened when I frowned at the "sudden-appeared" Indian who stood beside me: they frowned at him too.

Seems to be nothing unusual
but
look at the center pair of legs
they belong to my Pappi's
He could actually swing them while sitting down
(you know the seats at the bus stop not that tall -.-)
OMG, he's so cute laa.
Pappi, I LOVE YOU :@

and on 106...

YES! in bus

hmm..not showing how zi lian I am, but to actually further explain the picture below X))

They started to zi lian too after I've zi lian-ed

Yup, Pappi Mommy were in their own world too.

Sama-sama, look at how tired they were hahax.

random pictures @ Grandfather's house:

YES !! that DAMN ARROGANT n NOISY rooster

HAwHAwHAwHAwHAw~ Dislike me if you want to

last but not least, went to eldest Uncle(Pappi's side)'s
house. Last destination of the day.
Everything went alright till the v last moment -.-
My uncle is someone who is v vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
arrogant. I bet that none of you would be able to stand him
(my relatives already cnt stand him)
But frankly, he has the rights talents for him to be arrogant.
He grabbed me out from my brothers and explained
to me all his antiques and his wonderful artworks
(not being sarcastic :))
& then the conversation I'm going to typed out below
is the one which I mind a lot :

Uncle: my calligraphy wldn't lose out to any other calligrapher in Singapore.
& mine have been put up in the gallery in Japan, China etc.

ME: is it ?!

Uncle: Ya, there were some businessmen would even spend 20,000
to buy my artwork but I wouldn't.

ME: ...

Uncle: I'm like this, arrogant yet gain many respects. For whatever things I've said,
what's right is right and vice versa &
I will just go straight into the point.
*Pointing at me* I will help those "rotting" people whom
seriously needs my help.

ME: (in mind)me ? rotting ? needs help ? wadde ... *rolling my eyes off from him*

to be continued ...

2008-02-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

OKay, I'm updating right now ~
this entry is going to be shorter than the previous.
As usual,
here we go~

Monday,
28.01.2008
Wad a'JOKE ~for YT~

PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN PPMAN !!!!~

I just love PPMAN cos' there will always be a clown to make us l.o.l
Microsoft PPT is so wonderful laa
it is capable of doing anything
and so, improved my drawing skills in those slides.
For the following images,
it will be damn childish like someone else did,
however, these pictures were all done,
all done n taken by ME, yes ME
anw,
I guess pics would tell everything:

P/S: OMG! clearing of BUG ! poor thing

a slide about "BUG REPORT"

I've forgotten what he has taught but..
He asked: alright ?
& that's my reply ...

Resolved: ... u can read it

Oh ookay, I rmbed this clearly...
This is when someone is asking for permission to leave the class for a meeting w Johnny Tan
& SnR aka QUAH was not v happy and is going to ask JT about this.
and so.. Drew that box out
txt: DIE.FIGHT. JT vs SnR

P/S: ignore this* just trying to be rude

P/S: obvious.

soon after, the class was like
"ownself-declare-into-groups"
and all of us were in our own world,
nonetheless, YT and I were in a world too.
we laughed and cracked lots of stupid jokes
but all these wldn't have hpn wo HIM...
anw, QUAH was in his own world too,
talking among himself and XXX's grp...
P/S: HELLO~~~ we are in the middle of the lesson can~~ ?

he started talking...

I started stalking...

*Bling Bling*

you can understand delaa

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Tueday,
29.01.2008
a small PARTY

Off my Day to school

couldn't remember what has exactly happened
but something v clearly in mind was the small
party in lecture hall and that accidentally flash.

Entered the lecture hall too early, ended up w
YT, Kelly, Esther and ME
& we played Luo Zhi Xiang's songs aloud.
we cheered, toileted, clapped till
their friends came.

Oh yes! this is funny, there's this lady,
i donch know what's her name, but i supposed she's
the one who has gone back top Shanghai,
she wanted to take a pic of the lecture hall,
wanted to show her parents how pathetic empty
the lecture hall is.
However, I think that she doesn't know that the
flash is on, and there's this sudden flashlight
on LCL and everyone stunned.
After which, LCL actually explained that he's married.
Wadde....can ? hahas.
I cld understand her feelings..it'sso paiseh laa...

den head straight to lvl 6
to find Mommy

Taken in Blk M's gents while waiting for mommy
& went home w her friends

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Wednesday,
30.01.2008
CG -=PART I=-

COMPUTER GRAPHICS COMPUTER GRAPHICS COMPUTER GRAPHICS COMPUTER GRAPHICS
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COMPUTER GRAPHICS COMPUTER GRAPHICS COMPUTER GRAPHICS COMPUTER GRAPHICS
COMPUTER GRAPHICS COMPUTER GRAPHICS COMPUTER GRAPHICS COMPUTER GRAPHICS

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Thursday,
31.01.2008
CG -=PART II=-

CG-ing the whole day in school.
Since Siew Siew's lab -> break -> maths lecture -> EOD :

bed

door

fan

lamp

poster

table

window

and oh yes, I made a mistake to the guys..
4 MB is just my documentation -.-

den took the train gng towards Orchard
and switched to Green line:

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Friday,
01.02.2008
2nd Month of the New Year ~mouse~

I FLUNK MY MATHS TEST !!!
okay.. and mouse -.-
hmm~~~ yyy ?
Hamster can ? hahas.
(that's not the main point)

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Saturday,
02.02.2008
wad a wonderful day

Went out with Brother and GF.
as usual, they waited for me at the void deck:

Took this picture to chek my hair.
O yes, I was still munching away a bun in my mouth -,-

At the bus stop, PeiQi(GF) took out
sth quite unexpected from what we thought to be.
a packet of Cuttlefish:

*teng-teng*

we went to Bugis.
Annoyed by the crows there.
It was like "Xiong-Tie-Xiong"
Motive: to buy PeiQi's clothes.
In the end she bought 2 tops
from IP Zone and 1 of it
is soo common that I've 5 ladies wearing it.
Then, I bought a pair of shoes from IP too:

After that, rushed to NLB to
meet the guys for 3W-SP
but ends up doing nothing...^,^"

2008-01-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

HEY !!!!!!!~~

GUYS ~~~
YOU KNOW ?
KNOW WHAT ?
NAH~ !
YOU SHOULD KNOW !
THAT AD. IS SO HOT NOW !
<< GUILTY >> IS OUT !!!

After a discussion,
I've decided.
I WANNA BOOK MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT !!!
I SHOULD GET 4 PRESENTS.
SX grp, ABCD, Dong Gan, POLY.

HERE's THE LIST:
1. Ayumi Hamasaki << GUILTY >> {It's already out !}
2. Ayumi Hamasaki << Asia Tour 2007 ~Tour of Secret~ >> DVD
{to be released on 12.03.2008, Wednesday...OS ver. wld be around late March I thk}
3. (EITHER)Ayumi Hamasaki << ayu-mi-x 6 -GOLD- >> {26.03.2008->so shld be early April}
(OR)A New Sling Bag
4. (EITHER)Ayumi Hamasaki << ayu-mi-x 6 -SILVER- >> {same date as above}
(OR)A pair of Sneakers

PU-RI-SHIIII
Priiiiisssss
PLEEAASSSSEE

2008-01-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

Recollection of the last trip at NP :

ME & the power of 1 + 2

what are the both of them doing ?!!

look at how much we have wasted, what a mess !

This is the stamp and the "MARS" I'm talking about

We supposed to take picture together, but she's more interested in ...

This is a funny one, wanted to take a reflection.
But burst out laughing the moment I snapped and
even louder when the image developed.
"When I snapped, my head became that Indian's"
"When the picture developed, Cheng's head became that Indian's"

Didn't I said that I willb e editting
one of the pictures ?
The one which Allan took it ?
Here it is:

Monday,
21.01.2008
Secret ~decided not to tell~

You see, can't you understand the topic ?
Skipped to my life.
For some reason, PPMAN was taken after by Fritz Lim.
Communicate with Yanting through the PPT slides V
(ps: just if you know how)
and Then, I did my first vandalism in NYP:

a "Bobdog" that Cheng used to draw;
A Cute Piggy
(MC: 2 days later..)
An Angry Piggy
(PS: I dun' understand)

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Tuesday,
22.01.2008
Disappointment

The whole day is not right !
Totally not right !
I shouldn't have pretended.
It's just a salutation !

Boring Task:

Take NOTE! of the time !

Mr Ng HS, taking over DATA lecture for some reason.

yes! Boring Task !

Isn't Sanwan's shoes confusing ?

HAHA !!

Lecture Content

Okay ! Look at the time now! after so many things had happened 0.0

I'm overloaded !!!

After that, had our CG (Computer Graphics) test.
Got what kind of teacher will have what kind of paper,
I must said.
(ps: I'm so dariinggg~~~)

full of mistakes, grammatical error etc. till
I "DONCHI" understand !
I've finally raised my hand and asked,
"What's the difference between 2a and 2b ?"
and HER reply was somethings as great as
"Like that lor ~!"
I'm bound to fail alright ??

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Wednesday,
23.01.2008
Siansation

Back to school just to PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP PHOTOSHOP...
It's for SE project. HAHA, I'm UPSET. I'M HAPPY. you guys know the reason right ?

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Thurday,
24.01.2008
Secret ~for them~

I LOVE my FRIENDS, ne ?
SORRY GUYS that I thought you were
being ignorant. A lot has happened.
I am angry I am upset.
Complaint to *piang.
Apologised to him too because I find
no one to complain to...
Sad, isn't it ?
Couldn't find my bestest when I need them...
Apologised to Max too as I lied about buying drinks.
However, that is when the fun part started.
Max accompanied me to the lvl 4 Com Lab
for the registration. On the way,
or should say the whole day, he was pestering me
, forcing me to tell him what happened on Wednesday.
Of course I wouldn't tell.
And he decided to *poke* me till I tell 0.0
Meet up with the rest in the Library.
Then, He and that MEn bullied me can~ ?
Anyway, it has been proven that I can survived
w/o my mobile phone for a day !!!

I started teaching Psychology in the Library,
and the topics were: Arousal in Sports,
Sexual Development, Sexual Harassment and
School Disciplinary and Behaviour.
They were all shocked and laughing out loud !!
I still remember, Boys can be sexually harassed.
76% of the boys were sexually harassed and 91%
of this 76%, were cases of Boys on Boys sexual harassment.

Then, we left for Maths lecture.
On the way, Max actually gathered all of them
and planned to grab me and force me to tell
what happened on Wendnesday. I escaped all
the way till the long long way to our lecture hall.
That is where Max managed to catch me, but I,
came out with nonsensical idea. I actually plucked
2 leaves and flicked it to his face. I
burst out laughing upon looking at his shocked
and stunned expression. Unable to describe. Just funny !
Everyone was laughing too laa.. Too malu.
(ps: I was still laughing even though the lecture has started)

During Maths Lecture, none of us is listening.
We were all busy talking and playing.
Max, MEn and I discussed which position is good for stalking.
and Then, we played around with our fingers.
All sorts of game we played, as long as it involves with our fingers.
I playe dwith Sanwan this flicking knuckles
game and my middle finger ends up swollen and blue-black.

After the Lecture, we still have that
3 weeks Studio Project Briefing.
Went to the other Lecture Hall, due
to some problems with the IT,
I came out with funny idea again.
I actually asked them want to play 'BINGO'
or not and I'm shocked to hear that they were interested.
During the 1st round,
there's this Cheng Yi,
he's so funny laa.
Think he didn't know the game well.
He yelled the completion of game with great gusto
with only one line: means B only.
In addtion, in the 25 boxes, he got some empty ones.
And I asked "angrily" ," Why will have empty boxes~ ?"
and Sanwan straightaway grabbed the paper and
passed back to him and said that he's disqualified.
That's so funny laa !!

Few moments later, we paid attention to the
briefing and saw some of the past years projects.
They were so impossible !! NO GOOD !

Afterall, we went into Grassroots' to play pool.
I SUX laa.. donchi knowhow to play. NO GOOD!
2 NO GOODs for that day.

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Friday,
25.01.2008
Panic !

Early in the morning,
before going to school,
I was about to send my
incomplete work to my email
but halfway through,
my computer shut down suddenly
and couldn't be switched on after that.
That's nervous and panic.
But luckily it works after
switching off the main switch.

Friday ended fastly.
I mean, time flies.
Perhaps it's because I'm stucked
in the lab doing s2pigSnake.
I even skipped my lecture just because
of it. But I was happy.
Because in the process of doing
s2pigSnake,
Yan Ting and I were laughing happily
and pekchek-ly. All thanks to my s2pigSnake.

Soon after,
(ps: told you, time flies)
the whole gang came.
Including .. erm... ya.. hahas.
They were all outside waiting for me
to hand in my snake and... ya...
liddat lor...
They actually "forced" me to do something laa..
Threaten me somemore...
and all these just for a "hello" and "goodbye"
I appreciate it but DONCHI want laa~~~
Paiseh can~ ?
erm ya... busy right ? hahas

Why do I have only 1 dimple v_v*

Still remember Kat ? Mao MEE ?
yupped. you see, she has grown bigger.
LOOK AT HER FLUFFY TAIL !!! KAWAII NE ???

*teng teng teng teng*
New stuff bought.
some cheap brand perfume which I think is nice
and 3 new TSUBU TSUBU Hi-Chew sweet.
(ps: apologised if those sweets were out long ago XP)
Red = Coke, Green = G.apple, Blue = Soda

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Saturday,
26.01.2008
Siansation II

Please refers to Wednesday..
Exactly the same...

But with more add on.
Finally, eat out with family
without being upset or angry.
However, I've got no appetite.
=(

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Sunday,
27.01.2008
TIRED !!!

OMG! Finally, end of SE project.
But still got CG and DATA !!
and a Math Test !

I HATE PROJECTS !!
I HATE ASSIGNMENT !!
I HATE SCHOOLING !!

(ps: friendster has more photoshopped pics)

2008-01-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

On The Stage

君は微笑むを
リアルが君のか

私は出し手を
愛らしい俺のか

君哀しげには
けっして生起か

今ここは
歌いまくるのでした

WORTH it (?)

we believed
everyone is borned with a purpose

when I saw you crying
who was it for ?

when you were explaining
I know you were just hiding

you remembered well
who was it for ?

your radiant smile
touches my beating heart

we believed
everyone is borned with a purpose
we struggled
to find the place we have been finding to answer
and we believed
when we were separated
we have found our last purpose

in the crowd you stood
someone else was there too

she smiled
not all, but for you

we believed
everyone's heart has a purpose
in deep consideration
we need to find the place which has the answer
and we decided
when we separate
we have to find our last purpose

we believed
everyone's heart has a purpose
in deep consideration
we need to find the place which has the answer
and we decided
when we separate
we have to find our last purpose

we believed
everyone is borned with a purpose
we struggled
to find the place we have been finding to answer
and we believed
when we were separated
becuase we for our first purpose

2008-01-19T09:59:00.000+08:00

It's another Saturday.
Time to update my diary again.
PS: OMG! I thot today is SUNDAY!!!!

Firstly, I want to apologise.
Apologised to everyone that waited for me.
Which I mean, for being late.
I've been late frequently.
And everytime, it's for an hour.
Especially Thursday.

Monday,
14.01.2008
-retarded-

As usual, late for the lecture, didn't I ?
and I'm so slow and retarded to know
that there's maths quiz. About 2 hours before.
Lecture till 11. went to level 4 Com Lab with
ah Yan to do PPMAN as I skipped last week's lab.
Now come to think of it, it's just a week and
so many things seems to have happened.
And us usual, always have lots of fun when with
ah Yan, hahaz and I think I'm the one who lame
around for forever.
During the Maths Quiz, we are like cheater bugs.
Seating arrangement: Min En, Me, Allan, Max.
I didn't know that Allan wanted to sit besides
Min En and I accidentally took his seat. & ends up,
I have to help Allan his quiz.
Tell you, that's so scary and exciting to cheat during a quiz!
I was so panicked! Min En double checked his ans with mine
and I changed my ans and Allan asked for help which
I dunno how and Max confirm the ans.
and in the end I came up with this idea:
for integration, it will always end up with a "+ C" ne ?
and i DON't Dare to say it out hence,
I stored "5 1/6" into the calculator - C.
and so the screen would show C = 5 1/6.
I passed the calculator down the row.
However, I think Max is the best student.
He didn't change his answer despite of knowing his ans
is wrong. v.Good!

During PPMAN presentation, it was damn boring.
I couldn't stand it.
I'm disappointed too.
How could SnR's HP rang when we are presenting??!!
and it's still when my grp is presenting!!
NO GOOD!
DUTY!
GUILTY!
but luckily, ah Yan & I brought about our evilness
and laughed at other ppl, and "criticised(?)"

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Tueday,
15.01.2008
!!! STRESS !!!

I don't understand!
Tuesday again!
another test.
This time round is AC++.
I'm sian dao~~~~~~

simply just studying C++ the whole day.
class started at 10, because C++ lecture
is being pushed back to 4pm and CG will start at 10.
anyway, as usual, late for lecture.
If I'm not wrong, KH and her friends too(?)
they are so innocent la~!
they just sat at the right side of the lecture hall.
Yet Siew Siew said that pple on her left(Lec's Right Side)
is too noisy and cannot take the quiz.
Suay sia.
and then, the whole group of pple are to write down their names
on that piece of ppr while the rest just do the quiz.
OKay, I'll be frank. I would rather go down
and write my name on that piece of ppr. That quiz is like:
name down all the function for lightings -.-

C++ test is at 6.30 ~ 8 pm. PM!!
NO GOOD!
& I think I will fail by a few marks.

to be continued.. going to NP~

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back from NP...but still to be continued.. cos going to eat out with my family...

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back back...
Wednesday,
16.01.2008
Photoshop

Went to Bishan Library to meet my SE group
to do the project.
Same thing, and it's again, I'm late
for an hour. Luckily, they were having lunch.
On the way to Bishan Junction 8,
I was SmS-ing Xin Yi. I've encountered
some weirdoos. Firstly:
I'm sitting, and there're only 2 empty
seats by my left and 1 by my right.
Logically, if u and your other 2 friends
want to sit, you would sure find 3 empty seats together
right?
okay, these 2M1F indians rush into the train
and snatched the seats by my sides like
aunties snatching bedsheets -.-.
I felt so awkward between them can~?
They actually talked across my face!
and so, the sitting arrangement is:
F.indian -> 1M.indian -> ME -> 2M.indian
Suddenly, 1M.indian and 2M.indian were smiling to each
other across my face too. That's like soo disgusting laa.
More over, they kept laughing don't know at what..-.-
it's just a piece of PR document!
But when I told XY about this, this gave me
a question: You understand their language ???
-.- -.- that's like duhh~~ I mean, document, right ?

Soon after, got this malay student boarded the train;
not knowing which school is he from.
He's fancy happily eating sundae right in front of me,
on the ground. What are the station controls / security
doing ??
After eating, he placed the cup randomly on the ground!
And he played with his black dirty school shoes.
I nearly vomitted larr.
He tried to wear his shoes properly then but,
don't know is his shoes too small or feet too big.
He simply can't fit them in.
And he got pekchek and bashed his own leg up.
Everyone got a shock laa yet the 3 Indians were laughing at him!

It's just a trip to Bishan and I encountered so many
weird non-chinese human. =X

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Thursday,
17.01.2008
IRRITATED

refer to the previous post then.
some pictures to share:

Reuben(not in the pic) -> ZongRong -> Chun Yuan -> Sanwan(that green sleeve)

Derek(afk) -> Madeleine(behine the monitor) -> Jeanie -> Ah Yan!!

Okay guys, apologise for taking these pictures w/o permission.
The pictures above, are the images I've MmS-ed to XY,
showing her why am I sitting alone, at some ulu ulu place.

Taken by that "Damn-it Allan"
shall be editted...

Skipped Math lecture again.
Went home with XY. Thanks for waiting for me.
Not really home, but to Westmall.
Had our lunch at Koufu and make a fool of ourselves
at SHOP n SAVE.
But if it's not for that, we wouldn't
know that we've been reading someone's
and his brother's blog all these while.
you know, Ben n Jerry. yup, featuring
on Ben n Jerry:

My Fridge
Freezer
Open Sesame~

Ehh ???
Zoomed in
now know what is it already ??

*chiang*
Ben n Jerry Ice cream - vanilla
scoop
scooped
aaa~
umm~
diao~
okay, I think I look like someone in this picture.

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Friday,
18.01.2008
HAPPY =)

Skipped Math Lecture AGAIN !!! ARGH !!~
Skipped it because going shopping with Mommy.
Despite of the clothes I've bought days ago,
I continue to add on to the collection.
Dun really love this year's NY clothes,
but they're the best, to me , that I've picked.

Went to woodlands to buy.
And this is what happened when we cabbed home.
Take it in mind, the driver is an indian man :

feat. ENZO KERK!
isn't he cute ??

throwing his shoe away

mommy gets EMO

but still, Motherly Care

bleahx, I posed ! *CHIANG*

Few moments later, Enzo actually threw his
pacifier at Mommy and it bounces off the top
of mommy's head. That's like so shocking and funny laa.
Enzo still got the cheek to laugh out loud can ?
This is when the cab driver said, and it's just said,
that Enzo is a naughty boy. Immediately,
this is his expression :

I STARE !

5 mins later ...
I GLARE !

This year's clothings, revealling them for Ah Yan delaa :

paiseh paiseh :

PS: not skinny jeans

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Saturday,
19.01.2008
BOUNCE ! PISSED OFF !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN SI XUAN !!!!

Sorry guys for not able to turn up
for the project. Went to Np's open
house. Had our lunch at
the Ngee Ann Alumni again.
But this time round is with Cheng and Dor.
(pictures wld be uploaded soon...)
That day is sure to be a fun + bad trip.
That "ah pek", who might be the tutor or lecturer,
is a total turned off laa.
Just a simple question,
"From JC -> Poly is through JAE / DAE ?
and so, if from Poly -> Poly ?"

HE actually asked redundant questions like
"which course you wanna go ?"
"which course are you in right now ?"
"why choose poly ?"
"I think JC better what ?"

Hello, it's because people cannot cope that's why changed right ?
duhh...

worst still, he looked at Cheng Yee and said,
"I think you SURE cannot go for accountancy.
It's all hard work !"
and he didn't even look at me!
and turn to look at Dor and said,
"arhh! like him, SURE can stay in accountancy"

BULLSHIT !

are you the necromancer ?
are you the fengshui master ?

Just by the look and you misused the word 'SURE'
if that's the case, we also want to do a
nerdy specs already !
NONSENSE !

and then ...
when we got tour around school of Humanities,
everything is so sian laa.
Like before, we were enthu' in the course we want,
but after, it seems that everything is so .... =(
But managed to get back the happy feel after
seeing Wan Ying. She's fierce laa. Sort of forcing
pple to play that golf thing.
Still wants to use that Mars bar to cheat pple into playing.
(pics will be uploaded soon ...)

anyway, went to Jurong Point after that.
It was around 4.30 (?)
Played Vid game while waiting for Charlie.
and finally, We've completed Silent Hill !
It's the 2nd time we played and it's the 1st
game that I managed to complete in arcade -.-"

Took train home. and something hilarious happened.
It's something which I just can't stop laughing !
I kept laughing beside Charlie's ear !! hahahahahas
Cheng was bounced off by 1 Aunty laa ~
Her expression was damn funny sia.

2008-01-17T11:39:00.000+08:00

I know this i going to be annoying
but, NO! I would still shout!
I must SHOUT!

"CURRENTLY IN SIEW SIEW'S LAB!"
"&.. I'M DAMN PISSED OFF!"
"&.. I'M DAMN TIRED!"
"&.. I'M DAMN SAD!"
"&.. I HATE ALL GRAPHICS TEACHERS!"

"YES READ THIS!"
"I SHALL FORM A CLUB: ANTI-GRAPHICS"
"NONSENSE"
"HORRENDOUS"
"IDIOTIC"

Dedicated to all graphics teacher: siew siew , jaime & etc...
"HI 5 TO THOSE WHO AGREE WITH ME"

"SHUT UP!"
"GO AND DIE"
"SHUT YOUR ASS UP WITH ALL THE "I DUNNO" AND PASS OFF MY QUESTION!!"
"LET ME EMO TILL I ROT!"
"LET ME FAIL TILL I DIE!"
"NONSENSICAL FREAKsSSSSSSS~~~~"

2008-01-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

Time flies,
another week has just past.

Passing each and everyday with this dull,
sad mood.
As we stepped closer to the Holidays,
our days are shorten everyday.
I'm so stressed up by lots of things recently.

[COME'on, I need some laughters]
[How I hoped that my best friends would stand by me everyday]
[They provide me with the funniest things ever]

Tuesday,
08.01.2008
DATA Test.
Everyone was so stressed up in that day.
Startin' of the day, we received 2 pop quiz:
CG & C++.
I got 0.5(-.-) for that CG quiz.
As for C++, that was the most silly thing
I've ever encounter. The solution is to
re-arrange the given codes and to write out the output,
which is: HAPPYNEWYEAR (4 times on 4 lines).
Towards the end of the day, Everyone was busy memorising
all the DATA practical's answer.
It was interesting as you'll get to see many different style
of memorising. I'm the one who tends to walk around, Esther too.
And I seemed to be rapping while saying out all the solutions.
In the end, guess I'm able to pass, but just passed.
Went home with Mommy:

went to school with glasses & red ugly shirt

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Wednesday,
09.01.2008
Lunch + Stalk.

yupped. It's the day where WY would stalk on WEDNESDAY.
Xy and I reached NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC(NP) too early.
Luckily, XQ is abled to accompany us.
Went to the Alumni Club to have lunch:

At the Alumni Club...

At table 13...

Okay, GUESS WHO time..-.-"
vvv which is me & which is XY ? vvv

TaDa~! Did you guess it correctly ?

Okay~ Random~

more Random stuff:

What ?!! a BIG JAR of ORANGE JUICE ??!

Okay, quite obvious now. ..

It's just the shape.

Her FOOD

My FOOD

His PUDDING

After the meal, met WY and we went to WEST MALL
and had KFC.

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Thursday,
10.01.2008
Confusion.

Skipped MATHS lecture.
Having a hard time to make a decision;
to attend the lecture or not.
Like I have said,
if i skipped, I would have one day less to keep my dark secret.
However, I don't have the mood to attend the lecture.
In the end, I stayed in the hall,
till I've taken a glance at HER.
Went home with XY.

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Friday,
11.01.2008
SAD.

Dragged my feet to school despite that I'm late.
Totally no mood.
Discovered something which shorten the days of my Dark Secret.
I supposed only 3 people know what's with that Dark Secret.
And because of something, I can't find any reason for me
to stay for the MATHS lecture. I skipped it again.

It's for a reason too.
Accompanied Cheng to "NP"
She said NP is having their Open House 2008.
RUBISH! NONSENSE!
It's SP and NYP.
I guessed you teacher is confused between NP and NYP.

Her cousin+BF joined us at NP.
Headed to SP. okay, I admit.
Her cousin's BF is lame.
Not as if I've seen him for some time
nor I'm closed to him, but he could actually
lamed to me and he speaks Mandarin.
Just abit not used to it for him to speak to me in English
and I have to reply in English too.

Anyway, not really enjoying in SP,
except that free ICE CREAM.
O yea, saw QIYU too.
She looks a lot like Bin Bin. OMG!
"I don't look as cute as my pic"
hahas. SAD SIA. But I admit too.
Because I do look very different from different angles,
different expression, different time of the day,
different clothings etc.
I hereby declare this: I'm not as good-looking as my pic.
HAHAs.. truly, I'm not being sarcastic~
& QIYU, dun be offended by this okay? I'm not
angry at all delaa... hawhaw XD.

Then, left with the 2 of us,
Cheng and ME,
hopped to Jurong Point.
Had McDonald for lunch.
Went to the arcade to enjoy.
As usual, played that "basketball"
and played something new.
<< Silent Hill >>
Damn "shiok" and fun larr.
Much much better than HOD4 can ?
Our hands are very tired after playing.
After that, went to the Food Junction
and buy take-a-ways dinner for Cheng's family.
took 180 home and gossiped on the way.

Took this in one of the JP toilet's cubicle:

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Saturday,
12.01.2008
NANYANG POLYTECHNIC Open House 2008

Went to school, supposed to be "tour guide"
but end up to be the audience for the performance on that day.
Tobie, Olivia, Sanwan and ME stayed in A338,
mind you, we've got nothing, absolutely nothing to do.
Saw, Sanwan started drawing, so I decided to join in too.
And we drew on the map given by Sharon:

Let's just reveal my master piece:

This is my master piece !!!

Another key + my NAME

Puppet - Marionette

Okay, it's a failure. Haven't been drawing this for a long long time !

to be continued...

2008-01-13T05:20:00.000+08:00

continue from...

The Ice Mountain logo I've Drawn, competing with Sanwan to see whose nicer...

Failure(s) for drawing the mountain.

I'm angry, so bored.

OS: sigh~ I'm so bored!

OS: HAHAHA! I don't really have anything to do.

OS: yeah~~

the Long Lost BobDog

Emo-head

Stars stars -> STARS

Puppet II - Marionette

Puppet's hand

till the end of the day,
Esther, Kelly, Yan Ting and ME went to AMK Hub
to have dinner. And we went home.

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Sunday,
13.01.2008
Girl Girl

Yeah! gotta see Girl Girl again!
She's so cute! :

Are my lips that SWEET ?

Girl Girl! What are you doing ?!

Nahz~ just taking a sip

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Revealling my 2 new items for 2008

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2008-01-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

Back! shall further elaborate my stories.

Startin' from last Thursday,
03.01.2008,
went to NP just to have our lunch.
den discuss abt WY's dear dear Wednesday.
we have also went to the outlets
to buy some swt stuff for SZ's B'day present.

last Friday,
04.01.2008,
Happy B'Day SZ X])

Had my Math test on this day.
Ok, definitely not gng to get full mark.
Wrote many nonsense in that ppr.

Anw, rushed to Lavendar immed after the ppr,
to re-new my passport.
Guess what? gng to M'sia.
meet up with my brothers at the ICA building.
we've done lots of lame chattings while waiting.
and we are done re-newing the passports
just in 30 mins which we thought to be hours.
Hence we had no place to go; our timing is not right.
=>Eldest bro is meeting his GF at 6;
2nd Bro doesn't want to go home alone,
and planned to go Suntec looking for gf but gotta wait till 10pm;
and I'm meeting the usual gang; and that pt of time is only 3+ pm !!
We stood outside Mr. Bean
and slack and lame ard for 30 mins and came to a conslusion:
off our way to SuntecCity.
Roam ard till 4+ and quickly rushed to Bugis to meet the usual guys.

We ate at Seoul Garden.
Den took some pics before gng home:

last Saturday,
05.01.2008,
the day I went to M'sia.

woke up @ 7am. rch there at about 9.
Started our journey by hvg Kim Gary for our Breakfast:

and then we walked and walked for hours,
shopping; seems like a big place,
but we are actually ciculating in the same place.
Made some strange, weird funny encounters.
Rest for a moment at Secret Recipe and shall continue.
Meanwhile, lamed n joked lots of stuff with my bro's and their gfs.
I? bought 2 clothes and a necklace.
I've wore the necklace to school today
and they said "okok" nia. quite sad.

anw, and then, we had our dinner at:

..and we were so restricted to a
small amt of budget laa.
and I ordered a RM 19.90 set,
full till u siao hahahahahas.
here are some pics, form the start till the end:

and Lastly, Today: Monday,
07.01.2008,
I declared to end school early by myself,
to accompany XY to make contact lenses.

Yes CON-tact lenses, not ConXXX.

den fill our tummy with donuts,
popiah bubble tea.
after seeing the optician,
we walked to the bus stop waiting for 188.
But a sudden change of mind,
off we went into the "DESERTED" nature park
which is just right across my house-.-
and it links all the way back to Pavilion.

we joked and laugh when
trying heard to climb up those "realistic" stone stairs.
found some deserted dustbins,
chin-up bars,
monkey-bar,
wooden table & stools.

this is wad we left b4 leaving the place,
our v first trip in this nature park,
&,
perhaps the last:

a damn damn short vid while on the way back to HDB:
(dammit, HP no memory alr-.-)

Pic of the day:

I look absolutely Nerdy and Toot with this pair of Nerdy glasses from Yan Ting! XD

2008-01-07T12:36:00.000+08:00

Monday morning!!!!
now, currently in school.

I shall blog some random stuff
since i have chosen not to rot.

let me recall some of the stuff
I've done last week...=)

last Morning, school re-opened.
it was just a half-day, cldn't
skip it just because of a meeting.

last Tuesday, Happy New Year!!
countdown in the beneath of my heart.

last Wednesday, back to NYP for make
up lession, will be having a test
tomorrow. YES! DEAD MEAT!

last Thursday, went to NP to eat.

last Friday, Happy 18th B'Day to SZ.

last Saturday, MALAYSIA, City Square.

Yesterday, wake up-> eat -> slp -> to watch Tom & Jerry -> slp -> watch tv -> slp -> TODAY!

that's the summary...
shall further elaborate the next time, perhaps, hours later, days later, or even next week.
Don't worry, got pictures.

2008-01-01T01:40:00.000+08:00

message 01.01.2008:

HApPY NEW YEAR!!!

Another year of history has been created.
It also represents a new start, year 2008

we shall stay together again,
like the past few years
Nevertheless, this will repeat,
on every year,
before, now, and the future.

Last year, the days in 2007,
full of thoughts, feelings,
complacency, contentment,
gratitude, apology,
frustration, enticement.
Everyone has their own problem,
or problems left behind.
Don't! Don't leave them.
We could simply turn back
since we've passed them before.
This is to embark on a new journey
happily.

In this brand new year,
I wish for HEALTH.
It is the main one.
I want everyone,
to have good health;
Especially the closest.
I will be good.
At least I will.
Don't overwork,
you are not just hurting yourself,
but others too...
All the best~ everyone.
Be at your very best!

BEST WISHES...

2007-12-25T17:49:00.000+08:00

haven't been touching this
blog for quite sometime alr.

startin' from last Monday,
17.12.2007
4 E1'2006's Class Gathering.
frm CS' blog, i thk 16 attended?
had some fun chatting...
staying in the karaoke rm
watching tv(?.-)
dn exchanged gifts and got Tyfin's
big packet of M&Ms
anw, our(CS,JH,AISHAH,RINA & me) gifts
are the funniest ithk?
and yah.. just v funny when in the
process of choosing n buying.

and then...
time flies to SUNDAY,
23.12.2007,
went out with SX.
went to WMall, shopped ard.
till then, I'm still asking.
asking that same old qns i've
asked on Monday.
"should I buy those clothes?"

then, went to Lot1.. SX
searching for her B Day present
hahas... so auto huh?
took neoprints, it's bn a long tym since
the last time...
shall upload them when 've gotten them.

after that went to B.Panjang Plaza.
walked ard, drink eat and play in E-Zone.

(pic shall be uploaded soon...)

the following day(yesterday), Monday,
24.12.2007,
meet out with the usual ppl
for COUNTDOWN ChristMas' 2007
had a wonderful time @ ViVo..
ate Sakae & is when we meet XQ.
roaming ard outside Food Republic
dn went to LJS for dinner;
coincidently, met up with emo Max
took many pics... here they are =):

ps: y m i so ugly~~~:( hahas.

ps: weird weird nose -.-!

ps: I'm the weirdest of all can?

ps: CS looked so sian

Gift Exchange Ceremony:

COUNTDOWN @ BUS STOP:

sNOw

I remember those days
the air is cold
My phone ringed, breaking that peaceful morning

in the mist
Your pale face appeared
I remembered clearly, the time your finger was on my lips

I was happy in your hug
but when my eyes are opened, you have melted

white snow drops
yeh~ hey~
what is more for me to wish
even longer, I shall wait
even future, I will wait
you will never be away

Not even long ago
I am still in your hug
But the distance made us far apart, never close up

In search for you
I looked over, the place where you kept me in

white snow stops
yeh~ hey~
I would still wait
as long as I wished
as far as I believed
you will never leave

my realistic dream
your realistic dream
were just about to start

white snow drops
after white snow dropped

white snow stops
yeh~ hey~
what is more for me to wish
even longer, I shall wait
even future, I will wait
yeh~ hey~
I would still wait
as long as I wished
as far as I believed
I wil never leave

Merry Christmas

2007-12-16T03:19:00.000+08:00

Has been sick for several days..
luckily, it's getting better
my voice is coming back!!

listing down a few things that
I've been wanted to say.
HERE WE GO~

Firstly:
My hair, they AREN'T GROWING!!!
(colour still hasn't off yet...)

Secondly:
playing this online RPG "TRICKSTER"
(hopefully someone, at least knows this)
trying v hard to sit there for few hrs
and play..bit i just could not
concentrate.-> lvling slowly -.-"

Thirdly:
Christmas is round the corner and
no atmosphere..I mean, ya!
where is that Santa Claus or,
at least Santarina(?)
No OUTING?
NO ONE JIOING ME?
HOW SAD!

anyway, lots of wedding dinner to attend
this month. First time attending wed dinner
during Christmas. kinda weird feeling...

Forthly:
CLASS GATHERING COMING SOON!!!
REAL SOON!!!
startin' from now(SUN), just 1
MORE day...
a $5 gift? what to buy? anyone could
suggest to me what to buy ?
Kind'of stuck here just for that gift,
hahas. Perhaps should buy sth lame
like MARS RIDER's mask ? [-.-]

Fifthly:
missed Tuesday's lesson. MC-ed that day.
quite gud but sad to miss my DATA scores
can somebody just tell me what's my mark ???!!!
that's sooooo frustrating can~!

Last but not least:
this is specially typed out; dedicating
this paragraph to this girl call
Chan Yan Ting.
gonna miss laughing with, as well as 'AT'
you for those funny and random reaction.
All da BEST for your 2 weeks BREAK!

Do I look like a foreigner in this pic?

2007-12-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

wow found this on Yan²'s blog
and i sort of like the name given?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Akio Yamamoto

PS: it's quite nonsense?
cos u will get different name
everytime u hit refresh
and they are totally no link hahahs..

then did another test under "how evil are you"
cnt show the result out cos it's damn true larr..
but i'm quite surprised err that my % is lower than
d one whom i get this test from her blog..
which simply means: my % < 50%
not evil to that extent but the elaboration
for 50% sounds like a better person than
mine hahas...

anw, feeling sick,sicks,sicker,sicked?
sian can...really can't feel a thing
for my body. i mean i hardly find any
strength to move every inch of my body.

friends... beware of the sudden change of the weather!!!
still working on my spongebob for CG hahas.
I dun thk the result will look nice-.-

2007-12-08T03:24:00.000+08:00

ok guys...
wanna blog this up earlier but..
-> because I'm now officially sick

I hate being sick
that's just so not me larr can~
:
unable to move
weird weird voice
running nose
swollen eyes
everywhere oso pain(so singlish-.-)

had my ac++ test earlier on
much earlier on i mean
has this feel that i will pass
and they said it is for the first time
i've said a positive remark for a test.
anw, thk i will be condemned soon-.-
all da guys are playing lappies
but i dun have~~~ that's so not cool sia
cldn't interact-.-
anw, i'm so dumb, can't even play chess 0.0

schedule:

maths test has been postponed
CG assignment 01 by next week
DATA assignment 01 by next week
2 weeks holiday yeah~ V

time flies, so fast that
less than a mth, all my jc friends will be
back to school...so sian..and yes, the point is:
it's year 2008!! can you believe??
we had our O's in 2006!

painless scar

are you still leaning back?
I will not be there forever
what are you living with?
I see that it was just some dreadful memories

every temptation you see
is just yet another deadly peace
all you have to do is just
the way on how you look at it

now say "how nice is the sky"
tell it now "how true is this"

how your words reach out to me
your heart seems to be lying
many times you have forgotten
I will have many unforgettable

as it followed with please
you pretended along with it
but you seems to have neglected
I am the one beside you

here and it is, just tell me
none other than this, just spit it

just how long the truth are hidden
I cannot bear the sight being hidden
many times you have forgotten
I will have many unforgettable

how your words reach out to me
your heart seems to be lying
just how long the truth are hidden
I cannot bear the sight being hidden
many times you have forgotten
we will have many unforgettable

2007-12-06T17:01:00.000+08:00

Found a couples of tests in Piang's blog
complete them since i've nth to do...
here're the results:

Your Worry Factor is 38%

You worry a little, but you usually don't go overboard.
You know it's good to recognize your fears, as long as you let go of them.
So whenever you start to worry too much, just take a deep breath and relax.
You're not the worrying kind - and there's no reason to start.

Do You Worry Too Much?

You're Kind of Stupid

You got 8/10 questions right!
There's some things most people know... except for you.

Are You Stupid?

[DOTZ!]

Your Brain is Blue

Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow.
You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.
Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

What Color Is Your Brain?

my view |-> YES YES YES!!!!!

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

my view |-> another one...

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

my view |-> eh eh, same as piang!

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.

You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

my view |-> the 2nd paragraph isso accurate laa.. Hence, Bitches, LOOK! I"M PURE CAN~~~

You are 60% Aries

How Aries Are You?

my view |-> Omy, i'm not v Aries man

Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence

You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.
Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.
You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.
You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.

You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

my view |-> cheers~~~~~

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

my view |-> who knows? didn't get into one b4...

Your Attitude is Better than 55% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

How's Your Attitude?

my view |-> guess it's almost the same to anyone else?

You Are a Witch (or Warlock)

You are deviously brilliant and a perfect manipulator.
You somehow always end up getting what you want - without anyone knowing you're working behind the scenes.
Crafty and cunning, you can work your way out of any jam.
And it's easy for you to get people to do what you want, whether you're working for good or evil.

Your greatest power: Mind control

Your greatest weakness: Making people your puppets

You play well with: Ghosts

What Kind of Monster Are You?

my view |-> wadde hell? cunning? o my.. pls dun condemn me~~~~~

You Should Play the Trumpet

You are a natural leader. You have a very dominant and strong personality.
Working with others suits you. As long as you're in charge, that is!

You are aggressive and strong in your approach to most things.
You feel like no one is as competent as you are, and you rarely make mistakes.

The limelight is where you feel most comfortable - and you'll take risks to get some extra attention.
You definitely would bring your own flavor to any music you were a part of. Even if it means being a little loud and obnoxious.

Your dominant personality characteristic: you're a showoff

Your secondary personality characteristic: you like to be in charge of other people

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

my view |-> quite true huh..

You Are 24% Emo

You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy.

Are You Emo?

my view |-> actually 24% is alot to me can?

2007-11-30T19:09:00.000+08:00

Thursday, Nov 29, 2007

Yeah! Friday! isn't it fast?
anw, spent my day by stoning at AC++ lesson again.
cheers when the lesson has ended cos
maths is no "cake" to me =X
tmr maybe meeting m0mmy and off our journey
to expo haha...
sign off~

Wednesday, Nov 28, 2007

Have to go to sch just for that PPMAN
test. anw, still able to cope.
HOwever, got a feel like as if I'm doing
some history SEQ -.-

and o yeah, Grp 02 has a blog, made by Max, cool huh?
here's the link:
emo2

Tuesday, 27 Nov 2007

had this DATA test +
2 sudden pop quiz(AC++ & CG)
to think that i've flunk them all
cos' not able to write out anything.

got a feel that i will not be able
to make it sia~~

ps: just being random

Saturday, Nov 24, 2007

went out with ABCD last Saturday
it's been a long time since we've
met up with each other.

took many pics & noticed that
i'm turning uglier and uglier
more n more like a ah pek &&

I'm not the BITCHIEST

meanwhile, they actually bought
a can of that cambbell instant soup.
it was stated that we are not supposed
to add water but no one sees it.
In the end we had to pour away that whole
pot of watery substance.

they also watched gross movies
thru' B's lappy, saddists huh?-.*

then we spent some time playing
see-saw & we seem to be some old guys
snatching the see-saw from the children.

here are some pics:

sorry if it seems to be my photoshooting ^-^"
for more pics, view my friendster, uploading them soon ^^

2007-11-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

This is how I feel abt you,
the tension inbetween,
just the oth of us...

while SEPARATED...

under containment
there is an incomparable distance
even when we are closed
we could not feel each other

on each and everyday
we met almost everywhere
like any other strangers
goodbye is the only thing we could say

a TRUE smile, made me proud doesn't mean a real self
even for now, I am still going along, only with myself

the day with our backs together
you have never turn back
yes, I know
I still know
the day you smiled happily

with the truth being displayed
I was there for you
you stepped back unintentionally
yet my heart ached

just a few little actions from you were enough to prove
how much do I love you
how much do you worth for my love
I wanted to say love you
will you say love you too?

the day with our backs together
you have never turn back
yes, I know
I still know

when the moon arises
that is when the sun set
do you understand
do you notice at least
yet distance will always be a distance

2007-11-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

finally.. If u haven't stopped the player,
You are now listening to Ayumi Hamasaki's
New Single << Together When...>>
to be released on 2007.12.05.
A nice, new ballad. Hope you enjoy >.< !!

2007-11-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

week 7 coming...TEST!!! EXAM!!

anyway, being heard is something good.
being looked upon to is even better.
However, these 2 can never be compared to rely.

Friday (November 16, 2007)
A day where someone changed her hairstyle.
Accompanied Xin Yi to Mic mum's salon.
She reborned her fringe and did a straight cut to it.
Don't worry, it looks nice on you;
Of course, u mustn't part them like curtain.

Saturday (November 17, 2007)
Okay. Stayed at home.
Glad to hear that Si Xuan is helping me out for part time.
Arigatou Gozaimasu (: ,P}
Meanwhile, chat with her with regards to dadada.
I supposed quite a number of people should know it already.
The really is what I think it is
it doesn't matter what it was to be
OKAY de. it's okay de.

[November 17, 01 21 hr, 1:21 a.m.)
ChengYee called. I thought something happened to B/C/D.
However, the moment she reminds me that we do not have
these few old friends, got to look out for HER.
I suddenly have this fearful feeling.
HER face emerged.
So scary.
Anyway, quite bad to actually think of ways to reject it,
but I still think it's okay de.
In the end, I am to wake up @ 7:45 the next morning.

Sunday (November 18, 2007 08 02 hr, 8:02 a.m.)
I woke up with fear.
Dreamt of HER! BAD BAD BAD.
MY tummy is not feeling well.
after much hesitation, I gave ChengYee a call.
Waking her up from the dreamland.
Beg her to reject it immediately.
and THEN, mission accomplished.
The main point however is,
we actually gossip for 1h 8mins early in the morning.
In addtion, it is when we are still lying on bed,
just opened our eyes and we start to gossip.

2007-11-13T00:37:00.000+08:00

long time never post le...
shall give a brief one
for these few days...

okay firstly, my hair is short.
v v v v v short..view it thru'
my friendster bah...

then startin' from last Tue,
went to XY's lec, and she went
for mine too then watched
"the game plan" @ Jubilee.
were on the fone till night for some days.

wed, went back sch for make-up lesson
(bcos of deepavali)
apologise to PL cos i cldn't
watch your performance.

thursday:
went out with the gang to ECP
cycling, blading and DODGING.
that's so much fun guys.

Friday:
slack slack slack
Pon school too cos not in the mood.

Today:
nth special.
just that had so much funny chats
with Yan Ting. it may not be funny
but just can't stop laughing sia..
the went out with xin yi and sz aft
school.

lastly, to myself:
JIA YOU JIA YUU!!!

2007-10-31T10:09:00.001+08:00

ok..this is sth done by Bastard:

2007-10-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

Okay, 6 days since the last entry.
Firstly, Corliflower(?), shall
give ya a testimonial when I'm really
Free and not lazy hahaha
(hope you see this)

then, did I ever mention that
there's a re-arrangement with
the groupings? some of my friends
are affected while .. I'M NOT~~~~!!
anyway, it's just some re-arrangement,
no big deal.

Last Saturday, went to DTE, chalet.
2 Days 1 Night hahaha.
During the 1st day, nth much
except for the night.
we bought 2 bottles of wine,
and played "Indian Poker"(?)

then the following day went
to WWW(wild wild wet)
fun fun FUN!
& learn how to dive deep into the pool
and I actually earned the 2nd record
for holding the longest breath.
ps: got tanned abit

I Just Love Myself
~EATYOU, MindYOU~

2007-10-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

it's been nearly a week
since school have started.
I still can't get myself
used to the schedule, okay
tired, damn tired okay ??!!

On tuesday, went to my
school's library..
Then came to realize
something.
"I can't believe I'm sitting
in a Poly's library!"
okay, it sounds abit stupid
but that is the time I
realize that I'm actually
a Poly Stud.
Remember that the last time
I was in a library, sitting
at a corner quietly, thinking,
shld be 2 years ago.
I still can remember the
time when I'm in my Primary
School's.
Time flies, so fast that
I can't even catch up.
What should I do ?

2007-10-12T20:28:00.000+08:00

It's been a week then,
in addition, for what
I am going to write now
is an event with regards
to the "trip" with ABCD,
a week ago.

Gymnasium, where we are
to go initially.
However,it ended with
too many people thus,
we head to the stadium.

okay, I'm useless haha.
I managed to run just 1
round and had a cramp.
that is so... err...

went home for a change
out and out again...
planned to go Queenstown
yet ending up loitering
in Westmall..
nevertheless, no matter
what, where or how;
we still had a great time,
isn't it?

as you can see,
we are at E-ZONE;
playing SNK puzzle fighters.
P/S: opps! Is that a low-cut?

had our lunch @ Pizza Hut
: Royale Chicken Baked Pasta

Oh YES! took a secret
"BURST-SHOT"
openly and played with it.
Here's the result:
(Click the thumbnail to view)

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Did some "role-playing"
@ Dor's Condo...

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A Picture of the Bastard

Have you ever played
around with your hair?
well, I got nothing to
do thus, took this pic:

P/S:
I think it's time to do
a haircut, ne?

2007-10-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

more than, and then...:
are just words that lead you
to the next scene, next moment.

--However, they are just WORDS.
--they are not as powerful.

PLAYboy or play boy(playful)?
HAHAHA, doesn't matter anyway,
courage is still the strength

10 more days to semester 2!
new life? or just new action.

talking behind one's back with
my family, that's cool but kaypoh!

aniwae, was on the phone with Xin and
Qiang, but ended with only Xin and ME
till 4am i think. that's cool, as I think
that I was talking rubbish to the phone
and that's probably I'm too tired--
sleepy mode.

2 days ago, went to SX hse.
A celebration for the end of
their promos. watching movies,
waiting to break- fast haahs.
and chat for along time about
sec sch life, damn man, I'm
turning more and more kaypoh!!

2007-10-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

Oh my! finally meeting people tomorrow..
missing some of them, the 'F4', ABCD etc!!!

GAINSAY

I don't care what people say
you know, they are just intruders
if you are afraid of being controlled
stop and keep it in your heart

running here and there
it is the reality that made us tired
the meaning of love...
you will never understand

let us stop these here
because we just cannot be puppets

stupid reality, made us on the escape all the time
but this crucial part encourages us to go on
who initiated this feeling--not to give up
never ever stop to take a look at the others' part

running here and there
wouldn't it be tired at least?
looking at the sight of it
you will never get it

stopping down at a point
this will be a heart pain sight

continue endlessly, to not even rest for a moment
the momentum reminded us not to give up
what has become of us or we are the one changing
I used you as a form of protection against WILL

I feel you nearer...nearer than anything else. lalala

2007-09-28T14:54:00.000+08:00

Haven't been sleeping well these days,
she's injured and might need to go
for an operation. Still cannot forget
and forgive the day where the accident
had taken place, how it was taken place
and why I didn't go out and save her...

and Finally, a big greatful THANKS to
Mount Pleasant Animal Hospital, especially
to Dr. Chen(I supposed).

Recently, bought a coloured-lens glasses (RED)
just to hide my red swollen eyes and only
Mommy has seen how was it.

O Ya, bought my own copy of Sing Huey's
Best TV Drama album..coolman...I like~!

Bathroom was sill under construction, making
the hall and even my room dusty, so noisy, so fed up!

Hair colour is coming off, so sian sia...

Auntie Aishah, Cheng, Dor, Char, CS etc
: Jia You for your promos hahas..
hope to go out with you guys happily
hope that day comes quickly

see you then.

2007-09-22T13:35:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging lately.
sorry guys.. due to some ... ...

anyway, the neighbour below complained
that both their toilets are leaking -.-
I mean their rooftops are dripping water,
and we received a complained letter.

We asked a contractor to checkit'out,
in the end it wasn't our fault afterall.
Hence, both families had to come to an agreement
to pay half of the construction fee.
Despite of the noisy days(3), we got a new
toilet look afterall, or at least
a new floor tilings and a new toilet bowl(^.^")

my friends are taking their promos really soon,
so good-luck guys jia you jia you jia you!

anyway, ->ABCD: after your promos, and we you guys
have your holidays, it will the end of mine. I'll
be going back for my studies...got the HINT ??

2007-09-08T04:20:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah YEY~
I am not going to say anything
and there will only be pictures.
ENJOY~ :)

more at my friendster...

see you soon :))

2007-09-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

HEY!何が起こっていますか?
私は、インターネットで偶然何かを読んで、悲しいです。
現在このときそれによって苦しめられるべきでないのを知っていますが、私はまだ分かっていません。
「腐った」状態にほとんど入って、とにかく、それは現在、非常に退屈です。
私が家にいるだけであって、何もできなかったように思えます。
少なくとも運よく私のすてきなMOMMY、一番年上の兄弟、および私が持っている、行く、WORLD FOOD FAIRへのこの午後 @ Suntec City。
それが素晴らしいと思うのは、未来の考えです。
「何も驚くべきものなものは見つけられることになっていません!」
食物の品質さえ私の期待まで達していません。

絵は後でアップロードされることです…

2007-08-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

!!!HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!
it's been a year, since the last
celebration; when I was wearing
that green uniform; where I was
still in that hall; what I has
been hearing for four years...

I am shock to actually hear from
CS that Bin Bin and Pam coming
back tomorrow. What's in my mind
is that, "aren't they supposed to
go China tomorrow? How are they
going back to HSS to celebrate?"
It is not very long ago when I
heard from Bin Bin that she is
going to China; how time flies...

Just want to tell my dear friends
who are going to take the Promo Exam.
Don't give up and

"The momentum reminded us not to give up"
-- GAINSAY

2007-08-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

finally, last meeting will be held
on tomorrow and everything will
come to an end.

Although without any image, today
is indeed a happy day. Everyone is
stressed out, yet we just can't
help to stop laughing

Notice
a change in my hair, checking it
out while styling.
Anyway, this isn't a recent picture!

Now, you see, what is it happening
now are not just the simple reality.
I am not as free even though the
term break is coming; Or should
have say "officially" started.
I have many worries right now, each
and everyone of them are dangling,
trapping in my head,

GooD-LucK tomorrow~!

2007-08-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY!
I'm back doing this diary

After much delay, due to some projects
I finally have the chance to continue
this long, fossilised diary.

Holidays are coming soon, I have
not found any jobs or perhaps,
not intend to find one.
This coming Thursday is going
to be an end for this laborious
work(referring to the 3weeks Studio Project).
It's going to be the last meeting
, a last presentation

In addition, Teachers' Day falls
on this Saturday. Hence, my
Secondary School will be celebrating
it on Friday. Can't wait to meet my
friends